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Can you see me? Can you see all the tears I cry? Do you see the pain I hide inside? Do you even care? I loved you Did you know? All I thought about was you Do you care? Do you care about how I cry myself to sleep? No You don't see No You don't care No you never believed anything I said You were heartbroken Yes i knew But did you know I was hurting too? All this talk of ending my life All the time you ignored me Couldn't you see? The pain I was in The tears I have shed Was it all just a waste? I cared for you I wanted to be with you You told me the same Was it all a damn lie?! I hide my pain just to be friends So you can be happy.. Ye

This is a poem i wrote back in in '08 a year before my grandmother died. Its in dedication to her... Time passes on Lives come and go Love is always lost Thinking of all the time we spent All the help you've given me All the good times never the bad But as I see you laying there in bed Motionless and lifeless I wonder everyday if you're still actually here or if the grim reaper took you away already.. Tears slowly come whenever I think of you Thinking what I'll do without you Of you leaving me alone You were always there when I needed you Always came to my rescue Never turned me down for anything As I try to be there for you I

Soft passing breeze blows as i step out into the night The moon high above shining brightly and beautifully walking across the slightly damp grass closing my eyes letting the night embrace me so peaceful it is, not a sound heard opening my eyes slowly, my head towrd the sky The moon full and amazing another breeze passes, this one only colder The night growing darker as i begin to run letting my instincts take me to where i must go faster and faster i ran panting heavily, my tongue hanging out slightly as i finally make it I stop and begin to walk up the cliff the breeze heavier and colder my head held high my feet firmly placing onto